.. Juz Trying To Loosen Up A Bit ..

Already too long leaving.. Guess making Myself busy has takes it's toll. Juz planning on making Myself busy to avoid from thinking 'bout.. Don't know how to put.. Heart.. I guess..

Now I juz realize.. Avoid does not solve anything.. Juz making it harder.. and harder.. BUT.. Am I good enough to face it?? Did I have the knowledge to solve my problems?? I don't know..

Feeling like wanna tell someone.. BUT.. Why can't I?? Coz i don't have the courage?? Or coz i don't know how to tell?? Even if I talk 'bout my problem.. Can He/She help?? Understand.. Mybe.. BUT.. helping.. Don't know..

Aq gmbira rmai kwan nk tlg.. Even ad 1 yg aq prefer.. A really good friend.. yg slalu desak aq.. utk cite kt die.. klo2 aq ad masalah.. Tpi.. Aq juz xtw nk cite cmne.. Die akn pham?? Die bley tlg?? 

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Ok.. Wow.. Guess That's All for now.. "Diary".. Thanks for listening..